Monday, June 2, 2008

Paranoia's and Weird Ticks

I often catch myself thinking and doing things that I don't think anyone else fears or does.
For instance:
- I have a fear that if I put my feet underneath the seat in front of me in the car it will brake and fall and crush my feet.

-If I wash one hand I need to wash the other or else I don't feel even, the same goes for my feet (and when I wash my hands I like to wipe my mouth with the damp part of the towel.)

-I have a fear that when I ride in the car and I lean my back against the door it might open and I could fall completely out or half way out in which case my hair would get caught under the wheel of the car and I would lose part or all of my scalp.

-I have a fear the I will get some sort of cancer because I charge my phone and leave it on the bed with me while I sleep.

-really old people freak me out.

-I count the seconds on the clock if I can hear it.

maybe I'm not alone in these things if so it would be welcome news to know I'm not a freak...

1 comment:

Jordan said...

You're not a freak or a weirdo. I do the mouth thing with the towel, Nancy tells me it's disgusting.

I count the lines in between lanes on the highway. The numbers themselves don't matter so much (I often forget what number I'm at and just start over), it's the metal action of doing it. I hate it so much, and when I'm really tired, my brain will just start counting things.

I'm really, really tired. I caught myself doing it on the way home.

I can't think of any more because I'm really, really tired.